I never really anticipated it to happen, maybe before but now I thought that it would be best not to. It really makes me wonder how and why things happen when you least expect them or when you're not expecting it at all. I guess life is really a mystery, you can really never tell and predict what will happen.
August 25, 2011 at Ayala Mall. I had a dinner date with my college friends at the mall, so we met up at Ayala particularly near Blue Magic. At first one of my friend teased me that someone looked like my EX, I told her not to joke around because I would really go gaga if that will happen. While waiting for the others, we just stood beside the elevator, we even met and talked with one of our highschool classmate but then something caught my attention, I don't know if it was the t-shirt or the way he moves and all but I knew it was HIM then I saw the girl with a bouquet of flowers. I abruptly turned away, my friends told me I turned white and my hands were so cold, I really didn't know what to do at first. My friend told me to hide, but then I realized, why should I hide? I turned and looked at their direction, I just stood there looking at the girl from head to foot. Though I really didn't get a good glimpse of her since I was facing her back most of the time but not to be mean and bias at all, but I can't help but think "Really? You replaced me with her?" I don't feel insecure, I mean Oh common the girl is just simple and I know that his type but looked too mature. I guess the only advantage she has on me is her height (LOL) and that's about it.
I don't know when my EX noticed that we where there, my friend had a really loud voice greeting one of our friend that just arrived. I was concentrating more on the girl, I saw my EX hid beside the post and the girl approached him. I believe he didn't want to pass by our direction but the girl I guess insisted which in a way pissed me off. She didn't looked at me, but I know she knew I was there. I just followed her with my gaze, my EX trying to catch up. My friends were already getting paranoid and all, telling me we should follow them. He didn't even greeted my friends, I knew he was confused at that instance they had eye-to-eye contact with one of my friend, none of them also had guts to call him. My friend was afraid that I would make a scandal right there, which I thought of before but what for? That would just make me desperate. I guess my EX had that thought, he's afraid of what I might do. He should be but I wouldn't make a fool out of myself, not anymore.
As for the flowers, I don't know. Maybe it was there monthsary, I did't receive any bouquet from him from the start of our relationship, even though I have forced him already (LOL). Maybe he changed, well, I really don't care. It hurt a bit but not that much as I would've expected it to be, maybe if we haven't got a chance to talk weeks before, it would have hurt so bad. I have no grudges with my EX, we'll be okay SOON. But the girl is another story, I told myself to just ignore her but I don't know why those who broke up because of a third party holds grudges not to their EX but to the third party? I guess I'm just normal since I feel that way when I saw here. She knew from the start that we haven't broken up yet, I know that it was more on my EX side since he didn't stop himself from falling, but if she's a girl worthy of respect, she should know where to place herself. She should be familiar with the phrase "Do not do unto others what you do not want others to do unto you.." or better yet "What goes around, comes around..." but I guess she just can't stop herself. She just showed to the whole world what kind of girl she is, and I just wish her luck. Just let her try to intimidate me and I swear no matter how tall she is I'll bring her down.
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