Who am I Kidding?

I tried my best to be strong,

Even though I know everything is wrong.

No matter how much I try to hide the pain,

It keeps coming back and it's driving me insane.

I really don't know what to do anymore,

Lord, PLEASE, help me find a cure.

Though I know I'll get over this somehow

But I want to end this hurting now.

I pretended to be okay,

Coz that is what I want people to say.

But really who am I kidding?
This pain is just too overwhelming.